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z. All There Is

z. All There Is

When all hope has come and gone.
When your master or leader
seems to have abandoned you.
Its as if everything went wrong.

We made wisdom into a cult;
there never was a great leader
that established a true community
this is why it all seems so difficult.

All the books that we have read;
knowledge is one thing,
wisdom is experience that sings!
Sometimes we feel so emptied.

Prophets, Dream Interpretation,
Tarot, I Ching or Astrology;
does anyone really know the future?
The future is of your own causation.

Hinduism, Buddhism;
a mental analogy,
intellectual pursuits of knowing,
and how to obtain liberation
from life, of experience; why?

What about Zen,
and NOT knowing anything?

The Primal Screaming of Ontology;
EST, and the way that I'm being.
Which has an affect on everyday life;
I could choose stress
or I can choose rest.

Knowing that Jesus died on the cross;
until we accept our lot, the strife.
Perhaps the observation of social chaos?
The struggle of being human continues.

Unless we experience a personal loss.
or through the observation of social chaos;
change just becomes a static departure.
This is why 'he' is the pathos.

You know God is inside you.
Everything is right just where we are;
Oh Holy Spirit..oh Maha Shakti!!
Feel my heart! Hear my heart!

We could labor in the past;
life's decisions fixed as we look back.
Living here and now just doesn't last;
it moves way too fast, impulsive and sorely lacks.

I could wish or I could take a step
What do I need to make a difference?
In this world of odds or chance;
into the future, with two feet,
no prep.

Is 'IT' the Tao or is 'IT' Physics?
I'm really not so sure about anything;
only that I'm standing in my future.
Its kind of an attitude of semantics.

Someone is watching over me,
guiding me.
I suppose I might even falter.
I am pretty certain of one thing,
I'll embrace this great mystery.

Oh! Saint Seraphim...Saint Simeon,
do you know Saint Francis of Assisi?
My soul languishes;
What happend to the passion?

What happened to the feelings...?
One day I heard; "Come to me when you're already happy.";
from Fanklin Jones,
then Dhyanananda,
once Bubba Free John, Oh Siddha!!
I don't know what he's called now,
Maybe he's schizophrenic or alchemic?

I know, God,
that your heading our way,
you see, I am right at your heels.
This is The Omega Point,
yes, the theroy that
the Quantum folks think is blasphemous.

I don't need to look at Metaphysics,
trying to help in works of myth.
these leaders, these mystics;
Even all those scientists.

All trying to help in works of theory.
What to believe, what to trust?
Discernment inside of chaos
"is" possibility.

Epilogue:

Lying in bed; inside of confusion.
As I OM or as I gulp;
tossing and turning, I ask myself;
"Who is it that's thinking these thoughts?
My dumbfounded answer..."Me".
Well...hmmm.."who am I?"
What have I sought?
Again, I ask; who am I...?
A sudden peace, the quiet
from no answer, swallows me.

In a world of opposites or dualities;
I can be nervous or I can be calm.
Come join me inside this emotion;
the one that's longing or overwhelming.
Will you join me in this feeling;
this Synchronicity this Ah Ha!!?
I think I'll do some fortune telling.


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